Ragdoll

This is my first oil painting. I think it came out pretty well. The doll in the picture is supposed to be me, even though I don't usually like to depict myself in my art, but this picture is about how I've been feeling the last couple of weeks. Basically my boyfriend of two and a half years broke up with me and started dating another girl...without telling me. He's lived in another state for a year or so, which is where he met her. I found out all of this from my best friend, who had no clue I was unaware. So, I felt like I must not be human to my ex-boyfriend, who will not acknowledge my existance. Instead of being a person to be loved, I feel like a used doll. I clearly have a heart in the picture, but he doesn't see it, because I am inanimate and worthless.